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[Mar. 17th, 2007|05:39 pm] |
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Wow! I havent jounraled in a very long time! Life here is great! :o) I am aunt, my nephew Collin is about 7 months old! I am still totallyloving teaching! It is great! I am teaching preschool this year, and also a few junior high classes. i am theAD of my shcool and right now i am coaching volleyball. Which is fun and challenging all at the same time! I am still playing volleyball as well...which is aewsome!!!! i love it!!! And on an exciting note i am in the midst of a great new relationship with a wonderful man named Benjamin! So yea...life here is great and couldn't be any better!!!!!! oh yes, and i ran in a race this morning and i am still hoping to train for a marathon and that marathon i am thinking is going to be twin cities marathon in october!!!!!!! whooohooo......26.2 miles.....eek!!!! anywho...i am off!! have a great day! :-D |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2006|10:06 pm] |
random.....happy belated birhtday JMM.... :) sad that i still know his bday....but every time Jan 20th rolls around i have to laugh....mostly at myself for my ridiculous crush i had on that man!! :)
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[Jan. 23rd, 2006|03:16 pm] |
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wow....nine weeks huh....scary....well my life in short has been crazy and hectic:) teaching is going very well, i am learning more about what to do and how to do it everyday! I love it!!!! :) Volleyball is so much fun, i love being back playing, our team is doing pretty well, it is frustrating sometimes, but overall great time!!! :) i am sooooo sleepy today..my sister and i went to the Pray for the Soul of Betty concert last night, of which Constantine Marioulis from american idol is the lead singer! :) heehee...our hot sexy greek boy! :) we had so much fun, we met up with a bunch of people before the concert at the hard rock ate wonderfully greasy and delicious food!! and then headed out to the concert!!! holy great time batman!! :) so yea...but i do believe it is time for a nap and then off to work out!! toodles :) |
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[Nov. 21st, 2005|12:01 am] |
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ok...so yet again no one is around and my mind is realing.. i am just not in a very good mode today and i don' tknow why....it is bothering me...i am down, bummed out...and really just kind of in a funk. I love my house and my family dearly, but i am thinking that it is time for me to move out soon, and i am not sure how i am going to tell them this. I ahve serious stress ensuing with school stuff with my basketball tourney, lesson plans, and planing stuff.. i am in serious need of a break....okey and now on with most of my problem. i am really gettting sick of being single, and ready to take that next step in my life and share it with someone else whom i love and care about dearly. I am not sure why i haven't been able to find someone to take that step with and frankily today i am not sure if that is ever going to happen, and if God really has intended for me to be single the rest of my life and that really scares me. I trust that he has only the best instore for me and his is all the love i need, but i am not sure if emotionally i can handle that right now...if that makes sense. I am really confused about this whole brad thing, and i know that he is probably going to find out about this somehow even thought i have been trying to make sure that i just deal with this with my friends and praying. but truly i care about him, it totally threw me for a loop when i found out that he was going to be going to CURF for the fall semester next year, i realized just how much f a part of my life he is, i love him dearly as a friend and right now i am thinking potentially more. okay back to the house thing. i just need a place to crash to have the rare, but still needed dixie time that i need, away from everyone. away from my fmaily even though i love them. they just dont understad soem things. they don't understnad that i do have bad days sometimes. they were contantly asking me if i was okay today...and i am like yes, i am just in a funk and crabby. i am praying for God to guide me through all of this, i am need of comfort and pease to know that God is in control. I lay myself in your hands oh Lord, please comfort and guide me. Why do i do this to myeslf and worry about guys, but it has realy hit me recently tha ti am a college graduate, and while talking to a friend yesterday, discussing going out and dating peopple, the places for em to find men to date are limited...arg...why am i always the friend, right now all i want is to fal into someones arms bawl my eyes out and fall asleep...dear Lord please give me the strength to do this, and to rely on you aloe because you are the first and true lover of my soul, and when and only when i am ready and when he is ready you will guide us together, but please give me peace through this time of waiting and preparation. wow this has truly turned into a book.....oh yes and i am also not all that prepared for teaching tomorrow...yikes...i just need a break and i need something to change in my life. grant me peace and comfort oh Lord. |
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[Sep. 18th, 2005|01:24 am] |
hi yall
me again the one who never journals....but tonight i feel compelled because i just read something that saddens me and hurts me and really is just plain yukcy...all of this after having a splendid day! happy bday krystle! the wild game was amazing!!! it was so much fun, i am glad i got to share my first wild game with you guys...and we MUST go to more! and my mom and i just watched monster in law...hilarious movie...and it totally describes my sisters mother in law! So there was much laughing. i am so not laughing any more though....earlier i tried to talk to brad online and he did not respond...grrr...then i signed back onto my computer after the movie and i saw that he had an away message up and it said "asleep dreaming of you, yes you" and i know that is not directed at me anymore...but can he really be that stupid to think that i am not going to read it!!! oh my goodness...first he doesn't tell me the whole story, and he continues to act like things are totally fine with us....having fun at vball and everything, and then i read that! how the heck am i supposed to handle that, do i need to talk tohim and tell him that i saw it...and ask as the friend that i am apparently now who are you dreaming about!!!! and seeing the girl that i suspected it to be show up on his website. word of advice to anyone...in relationships honesty is always a good thing! i wish people were awake!!!
:( i really need to talk to someone right now...much prayer time needed. time to try and sleep...good night all! Smile God loves you! |
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[Oct. 19th, 2004|12:23 am] |
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Hello all...i am so sorry that i have not journaled in forever, and i am not promising to do it much still but i just though i would say a quick hello!:) Smile God loves you!:) |
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| awesome weekend! |
[Jun. 22nd, 2004|12:14 am] |
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It truly was a great weekend! After a long week of theatre camp planning and wedding stuff it was awesome to finally let loose this weekend. Emily and Rob's wedding was beautiful, they were both positively beaming. She looked stunning, she pulled off her fairy effect throughout the whole wedding, and Rob looked dashing in his tux and tails! It was wonderful to stand up there on the altar with them as they proclaimed their loved to each other in front of their Lord and Savior and in front of their loved ones. It was fun to actually be a part of the wedding because the whole wedding party actually bonded very well together and we laughed a lot. THe wedding was awesome, the reception was crazy and fun. CSP people really know how to liven up a party. The dancing was really fun, they played awesome songs. After the reception Mary, Ann, and myself had a hotel room, so we invited Josh, Big Cat, and Drambo over for cards and pizza...which actually turned into side splitting laughter and pizza. I had to get very early the next morning and sing for the 8 o'clock service at church, I was very nervous about that because I knew that i would not be sleeping a whole lot, and my throat was actually really sore, but the song went really well. Pastor Steve said that i sounded completely like a professional. He said that everytime he hears my voice it seems to get better when he thought it was not possible to get better! To wrap up the weekend theatre camp started..it is going to be a great week. I just can't get over how much fun this weekend was though, Ann was here, and Mary, her, and I had so much fun...which really means that next year is going to be totaly crazy1!!!!
Emmy and Rob~I pray that you life is full of love and you love is full of life. May God continue to shower is love, patience, and joy down on you. I am so happy for you two Mr. and Mrs. Milliman!!!! I love you both!!!! :-D |
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[Jun. 13th, 2004|01:04 am] |
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yea...thats me...i am crispy fried chicken....not extra crispy thought that is mary...:) heehee:) after a long week of organizing and cleaning mary and i spent then entire day in the pool!!!:) it was way nice:) we went running this morning and just vegged! then i had went to my cousin dusty's wedding. I cannot believe he is married!!!! he and i share the same birthday he is exactly one year older than me! and now he is married, they looked so happy though! his wife christy seemed really nice! and their first dance was to the same song that emmy and rob are dancing to next saturday!!!!! yay!!!! i cannot wait for their wedding it is going to be so much fun1:) one gigantic party!:) so last night was interesting, mary and i went over jason's house, and trav and jenny, richard, and jason were there and we just sat around and talked for awhile, and jason asked me how my trip was...and i was like...um...what trip...he said your trip to germany!!! Then of course i had to ask how he knew i went to germany...well apparently his cousin is jessica johnson a freshman alto in christus...and she told him that i was in her choir!!1 how crazy is that!:) Then his mom, dad, and sister came home and we watched Reagan's funeral, wow...that was emotional, richard, kim, and i were all crying especially when she went up and kissed and carressed the casket, wow:( she is just a strong strong woman!!! Then the guys and mary went out and played that random horseshoe like game and jen, kim and i just talked, we eneded up talking about teacher stuff, and she showed me her closet of teacher stuff and said that if i ever need anything call her before i go out and buy it because she probably already has it...Then somehow josh's wedding came up, which no one is excited about, and they were talking about invitatios and how we all should go and i said well i am not even sure if i am going to be getting an inviation and jason's mom said i could just go with them!:) MEN SUCK!!! i totally thought that i was over him...but apparently not so much!!1 i don't know...he is just so gosh darn nice..and he is a very strong christian man, and yea...i have slipped back into old ways....arg!!!!! but we would just make sense!!! oh yea...one more thing...we have all started talking about when we are older (26ish) we should go to Las Vegas or on a cruise!!1 how much fun would that be!!!!!:) well tomorrow is my party...then starts my busy week, finishing up theatre camp stuff, emmys shower, emmy's wedding, VBS at bethlehem, work, ahhh....and buying emmy and rob a wedding gift...wow...i should not be stressed in the summer...but ohwell!!! i will survive...but i should try and sleep now...seeming i couldn't earlier...maybe i could now:) good night!!!!:) happy and sweet dreams!!:D |
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[Jun. 10th, 2004|10:20 pm] |
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hello!:)
So i have finally finished cleaning the inside, now i just have to move the stuff from the garage to the playhouse, and then i have offically moved back in!!:) only to move back to the dorms in august!:) heehee!:) i am so excited for this year!:) it is going to be a lot of fun. i have not done so much cleaning in one day for a long time, mary and i went through my room and threw a way a bunch of stuff which felt realy nice!!!! i have had to get rid of so many clothes because i have shrunk out of them!!!!!! yay!!!!:-D it feels really nice! I am very excited for my party on sunday! Then mary, sarah, and i went to herbergers to look for dresses, and sarah found a really cute one for joes wedding, and mary found a great one to wear to the oscars!!!! it is gorgeous!!!!!:) Then we strolled around rosedale and i saw like five people that i know, carolynne (my handbell director) heather and josh, katie, and jessica johnson, craziness!!! And just to be nice i brought my family home some hot donuts from krispy kreme!!! now sarah, mary and i are watching down with love! ewen mcgregor is so hot!!!!:) heehee:) okie dokie:) Smile God loves you!:) |
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[Jun. 9th, 2004|07:45 am] |
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hello!:)
yesterday was so much fun:) i made some serious progress in the organizing of my dorm stuff, with special thanks to mary!!! Then we went to go and pick up my cake, and Krystle called on the way home, and she came over too, and we went swimming, but then...it started to rain...grrr...oh well!:) But then she also helped in the cleaning and organizing:) Then we got dinner, which was so good, we ordered Yangs!! oh...i really don't think that chinese food has ever tasted so good, and we over course had cake:) My sister called and said that she was on her way home from work, and she was staying with us last night, because scott is on one of his 2 week night rotation in his residency. I knew i loved CSP, because the people are just wonderful, i got a phone call then from what looked like tim, but it was not, it was like 10 people, and they all sang to me, and said that they were having a little get together at school kind of in honor of my bday:) i felt even more loved then i felt! God truly has blessed me with amazing friends and family. I had called emmy, that day, and she said that she was goign to call me later, and Ann also called me before she went to bed! Yay for awesome friends and family! But now for the reason i am tired I had told deedee that i wolud get up and run with her and that means5:30...luckily it was raining, but then i could not get back to sleep, soi decided that i would journal in hopes of getting sleepy because i really don't need to be up until 9...grrrr...i may actually be working:) thank you Lord for blessing me with amazing and wonderful people in my life! oh wow...emmy gets married in 10 days!!! i still need to throw her a bridal shower!!! wow...must get busy!:) Smile God loves you!:) |
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[Jun. 8th, 2004|12:05 pm] |
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grrrrr....computers....i just had an entire update....and the dumb computer lost it!! gwarg!!! ok:) anywho its my bday! whahoo!!! i am going to start cleaning now though:) i will update again later!:) Smile God loves you!:)
Dixie:) |
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